According to Allsup, I should be getting my SSDI determination any day now. Since I broke down completely during the interview, I have faith that I'll be approved. So soon, my wife will have it made. Since I made rock star wages as a computer geek and troubleshooter extraodinaire, my SSDI payments will see us sitting quite comfortably. Today I woke up and she is playing videos of music with suicidal themes on youtube. Normally she uses headphones, but not today ... is she trying to get me started? For fuck sakes I think about it enough without being prompted.
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