My husband is a big trigger for me..his decisions, how he has NEVER stood up for me, but has always sided with his dysfunctional family. It's always my or the bipolars fault..I have anxiety, depression, ANGER, every argument is my fault.just because of the bipolar...that is WRONG, WRONG WRONG!So do we all need to just constantly lay down and say.sorry..totally my fault..since I have an illness???? Another thing..I can't work..am on disabilty..can't escape this situation which makes me feel helpless and hopeless. DAmned if I stay in the situation or damned if I leave and end up a street person.
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