I've done it for the potential of death without being responsible. Except for un protected sex which was just dumb

you had better not do it anymore!!!and i mean it!

cheating death is a good way to kick up a few endorphines in the brain. Putting yourself at such risk and beating the odds can also give you a sense of control. Repercussions are reminders of what was done...not having repercussions is even better because hey....once again you cheated death.
Why not try sky diving or handgliding or bungee jumping? How about coming up w/a really wild invention that sells millions? Horseback riding? Cliff diving? Swimming the English Channel? How about a pie eating contest or competitive sport of some kind? Go visit the forensic farm in Tennessee where they let bodies rot and study them. Learn to be a paramedic....anything...just do something a little more interesting than what you did.

I vote for attending parameic or fire fighting school...
thrill of it all and you help others as well i know im an adrenaline junkie

I don't know why, but I'm the same way. I guess one you are suicidal, life kinda loses its value and you don't hang onto it so hard. Some days I feel like I HAVE to do something "edgey" just to feel like I'm alive. I don't understand it, and I've never questioned it. That is probably the reason I fuck up things SEVERELY when I'm in that mood...then I have to pick up the pieces and start over again, building until I feel the need to do it again.

Only by living on the edge and pushing ones luck can one be really alive. Better year as Tiger than lifetime as a Sheep. No Fear No Limits No Shame Mad and Glad

Bungee Jumping, danger skiing, climbing Mt. Everest. People throughout history have wanted that thrill. Icarus flew too close to the sun. We want excitement, glory. Just don't go too far, waxed wings melt