I have been good all week. I think a bit of hypo-mania for like 3 days, but good even at that. Now here it is Friday and I should be in an awesome mood. We have fun things planned for the weekend and plan on relaxing too. But, here I am sinking into a slight depression. If I don't get hold of it now and put a stop to it, by 5 tonight I will be self medicating and sleeping. I think the change started during the night with nightmares. I don't want this to happen! I want to go through the rest of the day happy! I have a few things I need to do after work, but not much and it seems overwhelming to me right now! Please, help me to help this to go away! Please. I'm not trying to be dramatic, I'm just hopeing that someone can get me out of this. I called my husband and he is usually very supportive and listens to all of my complaing, but I called him before and he seemed like he just did not want to hear it. Sometimes I understand that he needs a break from me. So I'm asking for help here.
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