I have lived in the same place for about 10 years and now I find out they are selling the building and by next year they are going condos. And I will have to move. And I'm on welfair and only get $700 a month and right now the rent is $625 and the boyfriend helps me out so darn much. He sends me money and gifts and it means so much to me that he does so much for me. And when the time comes, how I'm going to afford to do the move? I'm not good with asking for help or for money to do this. I've not really been sleeping and been very grumpy to everyone and the boyfriend just takes this in. I know I need to ask for the help and the money to do all this. I was told I can apply for the one time help for the move where the refund for the move. But they only do that when I'm actually moving which does make sense. I do have a file at Capital Regial Housing and I need to tell them I now need them to find me a 1 bedroom appartment not subisde the appartment now since they sold the building. And I will be put on another waiting list for that. How long that will take HELL only knows. And only 6 months ago I lost the only light in my tunnel of depression my cat Misty. She passed away Monday January 15th, 2007 in the early afternoon. I was only about a foot or two away from her when she passed away I still cry about the lose of her. I miss her so much she was the ray of light in my pretty much dark life. I'm so lonely without that little cat in life. I want to be with her I know it was only a cat but she was the only light I had. We were with each other for almost 20 years. There is times I want to do something really dumb to join her where ever she. I'm in my tunnel of depression but now I don't have my light with me, I'm sitting on the ground with the darkness is surrounding me and I don't have my Misty. And with all this going on I don't know what to do anymore. I know what I should do but I just sit there with a really retarted look on my face and just do nonthing. My family on my mum's saide think that I'm the biggest loser of all time. My Mum hates me. My life sucks without my Misty (not that the boyfriend is not important) but I was with her for almost 20 years. My home is no longer a home it's just a appartment. I miss the way she would greet me at the door when I would come home. But now she is gone and that no longer happens. Too many things going on I can not handle it much longer.
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