I feel like that. Although in my case, my reason for being here is to be a burden on everyone who ever meets me. And that is NOT a good thing. ALthough I am useful, in the sense that I keep people on their toes, and occasionally get people who don't deserve their jobs the sack. You must be good for something somewhere.

thats a dark hoe dont feel like that right now but i feel for you an i hope you get better if y feel you want to chat you only have to ask
i alittle high rigt now for give me

WOW peace... i spent months like that before..manic now but I remember those mornings. Every day I woke up I started out by saying "shit". Talk to Doc, and your SO. I had to find something (anything) to look forward to. Get some sunshine anyway you can..usual shit. I can chat if you need....

me too

Oh my Heck...you got my feelings down in a nutshell. If not for my family I garuntee I would end this joke of an existance.

I wish I could now...I really want to. Someday I think it just might happen

It's just the depression talking. I know it will be difficult to take this in despairing, but the darkness subsides.I suggest you keep reaching out.Get help wherever you can get it from. and keep your pd informed!!!!

Feel the same way too. Not that that's any consolation.

I have been on meds that make me want to sleep all day but never felt I had no reason to be here etc. I am so sorry that people endure this it sounds awful. We're here for you!!

I feel like sleeping for a long time until I am ready to get up but never for ever I am sorry that you feel that way.

You know I could have sworn I wrote this.

Thomas hope you start feeling better. I hope we all do.

Why would you want to beat yourself up so much. You should try to go to a church and get active or something like that. Find people who can help you out. I go to AA or al-anon sometimes to alleviate that worry. I also work everyday practically. Being around people helps the most. I miss people too, I am lonely and have practically no one to turn to lately, but I just get up. Have a cup of coffee, spend some time with my mother and do what I need to do to get through my days. Volunteer somewhere.

Thanks everyone, I wish it were as simple as going to church. I have tried everything, volunteer, social events,exercising, etc to no avail and if it were that simple I wouldnt be on this site. I have no energy nor motivation to do anything. I feel like everyone has abandoned me and doesnt understand me. I am often the odd person out were noone gets me, then they avoid me. Every weekend is spent alone with no one to talk to. As well as after work it is the same. Unless you have been this way you will never understand. No hopes or dreams for the future. I have no goals of anything because failure has been my mo.

I'm so sorry to hear this seeking. I love you, and I am so sure that all of your friends on DS love you as well. For me why live would be like saying it would be pointless to raise a beautiful child. For you why live would be like why not enjoy swimming or the hot sun during the summer? Try exercising. If you exercised every week, your feel good endorphins would kick in. The problem with exercising is most people don't want to or feel like there are no benefits for exercising when in fact, having a more cheerful mood outweighs any activity you might have to get the motivstion to do. Hope you feel better and I hope this helps.

Love
Princess

It's amazing how much I can relate to all these posts about having no desire to keep living, but I find hope in the fact that some of the people that have posted have been there and have gotten somewhere better. I know the light at the end of the tunnel is a long long way away, but I suppose it's there... I just have to keep going till I see it and you do to.