Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

Marilyanna
Okay I woke up this morning in a depressed mood. Noow 4 hours later my plans for the day have fallen through. Why cant I just bee dissapointed? upset? morose? No I havve to be friggin suicidal Lining up my pllls, thinking of driving badly on an 80 mph freeway..I just want to die. Wheres the inbetween. Does ambien work during the day. someone said not but goinng to sleep now for 8 hours sounds good.

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Hi I really hope that you can feel better soon. Me too. I feel your pain. If you ever want to chat feel free to message me. I would love to talk to you. Do you do msn?

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i would think if it's gonna make u sleepy it doesn't matter what time you take it. be careful and don't take more than you should....of anything. sleep would be much better than makin a really bad decision. try to sleep maybe things will look different when you wake up. if your feelin suicidal stay and talk for a while...

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Hi Auntfeath... I gotta tell ya, when I get like you are, all I want to do is sleep. I usually take a sleeping pill and lay down. It prevents me from wallowing in my own self criticizing destruction and when I wake up I'm usually in a completely different state. Good night. Its much better than any hospitalization over a momentary crisis

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Aunt, I feel for you. While sleeping is a good source of escape, you always wake to the same hurt and pain. I would say stay on here. Let us help you. Then, take your ambien tonight at bed time. You are soo strong. You've been there for me. Let me be here for you. Talk to me.
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