This has been going on forever now.. I need sleep. It is getting better.. It really is.. I was getting aobut 2 hours of sleep a day.. Now its up to 4.. I lay down and its like my mind becomes a story book and chapter after chapter is being written in my head.. Its getting very very old.. very very fast.. I went to bed last night.. Every intention of sleeping.. Went to bed at 9:30 was up at midnight.. determind to sleep i laid back down and was up 30 minutes later writing a novel in my head.. it is getting better though.. i'm less high.. still angry but less high.. stupid drs office was closed yesterday..
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