I am on meds I do see my pdoc and theripyst and do all of the things a bp is suppose to do to live but I have started to wonder why bother ? This disease has taken everything from me. I have lost every friend I ever had , my family has put me in exile because of past manic attacks .I sold my home and everything I owned in a manic episode .I spent all of the money or just blew it .I am 58 years with nothing . I was recently diagnosed with cancer, I don't think I am even going to bother to fight it. What for ?
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