Should have been asleep a couple of hours ago. I have a big day tomorrow and have had 2 to many drinks, but I feel pretty good right now. Pajamas what the heck are those

Ron

well Im not to bad off yet its only 11 here... but I do have to get up tomorrow... problem is Im manic with out a doubt. I am sleepy cause of meds but my brain still wont shut off... I have the option of taking the other half of my trazadon pill but it has left me tired and with a head ache if Im not able to sleep til the pill wears off so I am leary... I have much todo tomorrow....

I almost made spagetti sauce and noodles tonight at 10 pm but I was the only one awake and we will have turkey for days so it would be a waste and we are really tight money wise right now so I decided against it.

fully dressed for tomorrow, that way, when i DO sleep, I'll be ready.

me me me me.. I am wearing my new jammiessssssss. and slippers. they are lepord print fuzzy pants with a white tank and a white robe with brown slipppppppers.. so comfy. expecailly when you put them on after you wash you're butt (:

sickoflife--such a good idea. i used to do that lots.

buggy... for years i lived on pasta & little else.

and plain white rice, which is strangely my favorite comfort food. so cheap. buy a big bag and you'll eat for weeks.

I REALLY should be sleeping I have to work tommorrow. Sugar also fucks me up. AND no P.J's my friend. TO cumbersome.

It's only 10:18 here. but, I've been up since around 5 a.m.. My husband has gone to bed and we have company coming over in the morning.
I wish I could wind down.
Think I'll take a rescue pill. (clonazapam .5mg) That will knock me out in about an hour.

and oh yeah, i'm wearing my pink plaid flannel pajamas & this ratty old grateful dead t-shirt my brother gave me for xmas when i was about 17 (that's 10 years ago folks!)

and my good old gray sweater cuz it's cold

i tend to get very attached to certain articles of clothing

and keep them until they quite literally fall apart

I've actually done that, sickoflife! Thought i was the only one. Plus i smoke out on my porch, little does anyone know i'm in nightclothes... lol.

Ugh, I slept until 3 today -- so depressed. I'm feeling better tonight but, of course, I'm wired and can't seem to settle down. Sigh.

HAHA! so I am NOT the only one that sleeps fully dressed.... i sleep nekkid too, but only when i have someone to be nekkid with...

#7

wow i wish half a milligram of klonopin still knocked me out.

i'm on a milligram of klonopin and 50 mg of seroquel and yet still i'm awake

it's the sugar, i'm sure of it.

i work in a coffeeshop and my friend convinced me to eat a cup of whipped cream with caramel sauce on top.

i don't know why i did it. i felt immediately sick afterward.

do any of you take your sleeping meds get sleepy and find that you are actually mentally still fighting sleep?

I will be sleepy... my body will be sleepy... Ill be doped up to the max... and STILL not be able to sleep... what gives? My mind literally fights the idea of sleep... I wage the war in my head for hours in the dark

Feel ya Eliane.

10:18...PST
I have to go to work tommorow ..so ,I'm going in and take my nite nites...chat a bit longer...then I'll be off to bed,and see you all again tommorow...ohh I can't wait to start another DS day (addict....no way!)