I was diagnosed bipolar 15 years ago. I never took it to heart. Just thought I had serious depression. Now that I've started looking into it I've begun to see, on DS others with the same struggles. Recently, though, I came aware that I may actually be Borderline Personality Disorder. Which explains why years of trying new medications has not worked. This new possibility brings me to more questions about who and what I am. I already have no identity. I am only those around me. And since that has been mostly a mean unloving husband, I am a pile of shit. I want to find me. Where do I begin?? Have you ever been misdiagnosed? Does anyone know about Borderline personaliyt Disorder? Can I have both? Any advise will be greatly appreciated!!!
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