Where do you turn when you're pretty much a loner and only have associates and no close friends? Where do you turn when your supposed best friend of 13 years doesn't care what happens to you? Where do you turn when you ex wants to be friends and gives you mixed signals or doesn't communicate with you? Where do you turn when you try your best to deal with BP and it seems that nobody understands and you're so sick and tired of trying to explain it to them. Where do you turn when you just want to give up and start self injuring again? Where do you turn when you can't stop doing it? Where do you turn when you look at your meds and feel like taking them all? Where do you turn when everything looks so bloody useless except death? Where do you turn when everything feels like it's spinning around you? Where do you turn when you cry alone and are ashamed that you do? Where do you turn when you live in a society that doesn't accept you? Where do you turn when you don't seem to believe in God, but in a higher power? Where do you turn when you're scared to be alone and just long to be loved? Where do you turn when you close your eyes and hope and pray you do not wake up. What do you do? Where do you turn...
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