I haven't been on here for a year, but I need some encouragement. I haven't been stable in almost a year. It started when I started going out with this guy. He was too aggresive. Not physically, but everything else. I've been sexually abused as well so it triggered me greatly. Now I can't get stable a year later. Nothing works and when I get depressed its unbareable. I feel like I'm never going to get better. I was stable for several years and now I'm way too depressed. My doctor won't put me on any more depression meds and I think thats a mistake. I was seeing my psych. and I called and told them I needed to be in the hospital I was feeling suicidal and the dumb bitches in the front office never called me back. I want to sue their asses for neglegence. Thank God I'm not dead. I've been hospitalized teice this year and they did absolutley nothing for me it was a major waste of time. I'm constantly exhausted because I'm so tired from lack of sleep. It feels like shit. Every single day. I get no relief. I wake up every hour and there is no end in sight. This has been going on since November and I can hardly function. My life is shit right now, it's hard to be excited about life when I can't get a fucking nights sleep. Excuse the French but I am furious that I'm getting no help. Has anyone had sleep problems this severe or have any encouraging words?
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