When you are in a state of mania do you know? I've read that you can be in denial about it. My girlfriend recently left me, and I'm trying to get her back. I asked her about it and she said, one minute she says she's the happiest she has ever been, and then I ask her if she is have a mania state and she said, I'm not extremely happy or extremely sad. When it all happened I said some mean things to hear and that I didn't ever want to talk to her again (3 weeks ago) and haven't since, but that's because I didn't really know what bi-polar was. I am about to send her an e-mail and said I have been reading up on it and stuff, and that I don't really know if she'll just delete the e-mail, blow if off and think I'm just making shit up to get her back, or if she still has feelings for me or not.
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