that i am doing something that is related to my bp .i just sit down and cry. i find it so hard to live with this disease .if i laugh to loud or talk to loud.or if i am manic that day. i know that its my bp and sometimes i just lose control and it makes me cry so hard .i just want it to stop. i am so disappointed in myself. i try so hard to not talk too much or laugh too hard .i dont want to look or act like i have something wrong with me.but i know that people know that i do. i dont want to be sick. i hate when my sister asks me if i took my meds today because i am alittle wild ..i totally hate that.
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