I am at my wits end. I am in some kind of manic or mixed state right now, I cannot sleep, racing thoughts, absolutely on top of the world but I am angry and frustrated at the same time. I am beyond sick of my friends complaining about trivial bullshit and brushing my issues aside like this is just a passing cold or flu that will get better in a few days. My husband knows I need help yet his social life and new job (that I abhore) is more important even though he knows it's completely pissing me off. Family either tells me to get over it, or I don't need medicine, or acts like everything is perfectly normal. At what point do I become someone to be taken seriously? When I am manic or mixed or whatever this is I am "fun" and "funny" and "feisty." Okay this is all a big joke. Haven't found a med I can actually take, so I am dealing with this with positive thinking. Like that is the answer. I don't know where to turn or what to do. I don't even know why I am posting. I guess I am searching for anyone who can relate so I don't feel totally alone and brushed aside.
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