i feel like at my job i got to be somebody else like i dont want know one to know im sick i hate it everyone ask whats wrong cuz i havent been eating and its crazy cuz when i do i have this sensation of throwing up and i do well i had a co-worker buy pizza i got a slice cuz they were bugging me so i ate then i went to the restroom after i couldent hack it i had to throw up but when i was there someone left there box cutter open and i started sliceing my body through my clothes and when i went out i had to put my sweater on to hide it and i just said my pants teared and the blood was from meat that had fell hence i work in a meat market ..i guess i cant say why i did it sometimes it makes me feel better like i cant explain why the last time i was at the hospital or two times were from overdose and a stab to my quad that i bleed for a week from ..i just want to start my medz bad i have no cash yet and havent told my family or spoken to them
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