manic episode you've had? i'm in my longest I believe right now.. I dont think its ever going to fully end.. the last manic episode i had that lasted awhile..I crashed and didnt wake up for 4 days.. this has been going on for i dont know how long now.. im not sleepy.. but my body is drained.. I cant shut down and its starting to drive me mad.. its really hard to explain.. i feel high all the time. and thats not always a bad feeling. but it is when you want it to stop..
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