i have nothing really important to say. i cant even think of a topic. i guess i need human contact via this board. i feel so alone even tho mike is here. i dont want to be bothered with him right now. i dont know what i want at this moment. im just reaching out to you guys. i want to run but to where? i feel trapped and so very very sad. say anything, i dont care what it is. just so i know im here and alive and i matter.
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