I am new to this website I came across it when I was doing a search in Google on Bipolar. I recently have been diagnosed with Bipolar disorder. Now I have to say I'm not 100% convinced yet that this is whats "wrong" with me. I have been misdiagnosed so many times that I can't believe anything a doctor tells me anymore. So back to my question what the fuck is wrong with me? why can't I sleep, why do I pick and everything my fianc does, why am I so tired no matter how much I sleep. I recently told my doctor I want to jump off a cliff. with this he looked at me in that concerned face that doctors get and said "are you being serious right now?" to which I answered I don't want to jump off a cliff to kill myself I want to jump off a cliff get a really bad heard injury and be in a coma for 3 years and just maybe after 3 years of sleep I might wake up and oh I don't know feel rested! Does anyone else ever feel this way? I don't understand what's wrong with me so how the hell do I fix this? No one can seem to find an answer for me.
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