Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I'm at the stage now where I can go some time and forget I'm ill.Okay, then there is some introspection and melancholy.I DON'T mean I'm happy, I just forget I'm ill.I don't obsess every waking second or sleeping moment.
I used to live in fear, confusion and heartbreak every moment.It wouldn't switch off.Used to stare at the ceiling in the morning, waking up to a mountain I knew I'd never climb.
It's fucking weird how it isn't a linear healing.Sometimes I was suicidal then flat..then much better.I'm glad I gave it a chance.
Whereabouts are you now ? What stage ?
I used to live in fear, confusion and heartbreak every moment.It wouldn't switch off.Used to stare at the ceiling in the morning, waking up to a mountain I knew I'd never climb.
It's fucking weird how it isn't a linear healing.Sometimes I was suicidal then flat..then much better.I'm glad I gave it a chance.
Whereabouts are you now ? What stage ?
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At least I'm past denial.
I find it puzzling how I reflect with my now sane(r) mind.
So that means, even the ability to look back and see things exactly how they were is denied me.
Cos you can't look back with the same shot-up mind you had then
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