Bipolar Disorder Support Group

Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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what's the point

deleted_user
deleted_user
sometimes i feel like i am better off without medicines cuz life is more thrilling but when i am on meds i don't like who i am i like the crazy out of control person i used to be but i know i can't go back to that which sucks then there are other times where i think why should i continue to fight my battle with bipolar why should i try and make my life better i always feel like i will never be happy enough to have a good life everytime i try and be happy i always find faults with myself which bring me down again
deleted_user
deleted_user
I have heard that what you are going through is pretty much normal. We all want to think we can make it without our meds...but when we look back we have to see that we weren't making it so good.
Stay on your meds. nuff said
deleted_user
deleted_user
Ditto!..do i go without meds n have fun,be inspired n alive, but at constant risk..or do I take my lithium n be numb n unfeeling? n Self-doubt be the worst slap in the face..TC n ride the storm..x
deleted_user
deleted_user
before all my meds i was totally manic and i loved it i think i kinda like being an asshole more than a nice guy i know that sounds messed up but i guess i was addicted to the manic highs and i loved getting in trouble at school all the time
dobiedots
dobiedots
You can still be an asshole on meds...TRUST ME!
I can give you lessons.
Marilyanna
Marilyanna
I amm 55. I see life floating by. I think why not do something now befoe I am 80 and have even less chancee of doing somethin.

But you never know when soemthing bad is going to happen (depression) I d hate to be in Egypt on a camel and get hit with dpression.
dobiedots
dobiedots
auntfeather!! that's the best time to get hit w/depression. Riding a camel is soooooo relaxing. Really.
deleted_user
deleted_user
i used to be a very angry and depressed person before i was put on my lithium and now i am so frickin nice i hate being nice, nice people always get ran over by there friends and are always treated like shit
deleted_user
deleted_user
Within the last 2 monthes I have weened myself from 400 of Lamictal to 100. I will stay there untill Im in the mood to be braindead again ..I feel fantastic and while I was on these super doseages , i learned alot about copeing skills ..Ive learned alot the past year .. Thanks you guys
dobiedots
dobiedots
Just because you're nice doesn't mean you have to be stupid. You know when people are using you. It's ok to be careful, don't bend over backwards for people.
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