sometimes i feel like i am better off without medicines cuz life is more thrilling but when i am on meds i don't like who i am i like the crazy out of control person i used to be but i know i can't go back to that which sucks then there are other times where i think why should i continue to fight my battle with bipolar why should i try and make my life better i always feel like i will never be happy enough to have a good life everytime i try and be happy i always find faults with myself which bring me down again
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