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I have been feeling expendable at work lately.
Thus giving me time to reflect on my self and wonder, what the hell am I doing here.
What I am left with is what is my purpose. What do I want to do when Matt grows up. Still I dont know. I dont even know My purpose.
What is your purpose and how did you find it?
Thus giving me time to reflect on my self and wonder, what the hell am I doing here.
What I am left with is what is my purpose. What do I want to do when Matt grows up. Still I dont know. I dont even know My purpose.
What is your purpose and how did you find it?
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well most the time
it seems to me
the voices plural
say sleep is your purpose.
Why couldnt they say play guitar or sell insurance
or work at the gas staion.
You are Matt, Pluck is Pluck and I am me.
I used to always wonder what am I here for and who am I. No one is going to stop in the street and tell you LOL so get busy being you and doing what you do!!!! :))JR
But Its like I came out of a fog.
A fog that was my whole life.
I knew somethin was wrong with me so I never really tried.
I feel like I am getting growing pains os somethin.
what I am doing now isnt me that s the confusing part.
Muat be mans mid life cissis
I go buy a corvette
lol
Must be going through a mid life crissis
I think I will buy a corvette lol
I was like you; then off again; then on; then off; etc, etc for Years. The stabilization will make sure you are Never "who you were" in the fog, but doesn't mean you will stay as you are now.
I Loved that time of my life - I found focus and got a Lot of Major stuff done!
You can, too! :)
Screw it.
treated my co-workers as friends and this last time
I got a job through a lot
of good recomendations of
former co-workers who now
work where I do. I think
it is illegal for employers
to ask people for recomendations that are not
put down on your application
by you, but they do it all the time. This time it worked in my favor.
"Misery loves company" is what "they" say. Is it my lot to join her, to ease her plight? As her bitter essence slowly excapes, agony seeps from her flesh...tears fall from her jaded eyes, both, staining her scarred existence. And as she overflows, seeking a new host in which to be contained, I feel the sticky warmth of her turmoil, and am all too fearful that her destination is me.
Already I am leaking, unable to contain the mangled semblance of life within. I can serve Misery only as a broken vessel through which her surplus flows. And as it is as such that misery cannot be alone, she is angered. Feeling justified, she infuses my body with her wretchedness, further abscessing my soul...
She sought ME, her kindred spirit... sad and alone. Yet, in my pitiful existence, I have failed even her.
To answer, I guess I still don't know...