I've been taking my meds regularly. The short version is that I was prescribed two meds which I thought messed with my bipolar meds. They were phentermine and tramadol. That's when this whole thing started. I'm not taking those drugs anymore and haven't in a while. Anyway I'm very hyper and listening to punk rock and alternative rock which makes me even more hyper. I'm so hyper I want have been tempted )to self medicate to calm down. I've gotten some black fingernail polish and want to wear black (SO NOT ME). I don't feel like jumping out of my sking just feel very VERY HYPER. I have never felt quite this way. It can't be the meds I was prescribed yet this is when all this hyperness started. Some days I feel as stable as a three legged stool. My hubby says my moods are ok though I'm just way hyper. Anyone ever been like this? I can't concentrate worth crap either. I feel like my middle name should be go because go is all I want to do. Listen to punk rock and be on the go. I so need to be calmer. It seems to only be getting worse though. Any advice? I see my pdoc in November and my therapist in early November. Therapist knows about this but not that it seems to be getting worse. Sorry for the length feel like I've typed a book here.
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