I was laying in bed (dark room) and I was thinking of some really aweful things.....I was kinda wishing these aweful things would happen to me,and as I lay there thinking these things I was thinking of all of you, why do we hate life so much,why do we hate ourselves so much, WHY!I dont have the answer, I dont know the answer, who does.Why cant we just see the lighter things in life, like just smelling the roses, looking into the eyes of the ones we love and be content. I hope and pray for each and everyone of us to pull through these holidays and be there for one another each and everyday. I am thanking each of you at this very moment for taking the time to read my thoughts. I dont know if I would have been okay if it hadnt of been for all of you! God Bless !
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