what do you do when your whole world is crashing down around you? ever person i ever loved has hurt me this week. including my mom who puts my depression into over drive. i feel helpless! if it wasnt for my children i wouldnt be here! if your only reason to live is to be a good mother what else is there? i dont normally reach out but i need help! im on a med change, its not working. i have an appt with pdoc on thursday. i hate being awake. ranting on......i was going to go to church this morning and my daughter was going with me, having agoraphobia i dont go out by myself. she backed out on me. i needed a spiritual uplifting today. i feel like saying fuck it to everyone except the few friends i have here that actually understand me and support me. i dont know if this discussion even makes sense. my mind is racing about my tramatic weekend. i guess im just reaching out for understanding and support.
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