Rage, hatred, anger and kids. I love my kids and have shielded them the best I can from my moods. My daughter is getting old enough to know that dsomethings not right. Can't get her to leave me alon, I need to not be around them right now. I am trembling, I sent my son to his room for not knowing were a book is and now I am angry at girlfriends daughter cause I think she took it and am thinking of what she should loose for doing it . THis is bad, this is so freaking bad there just kids and something about people prying when I am angry makes it worse. What do you tell them, I need to play drums and keep getting interrupted . Son is prolly better off being in his room, daughter has been an angel all day so I can't even make something up to make her go to her room. I swear knowing is almost worse then not know what is wrong with me. Paranoia sucks
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