Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

dobiedots
I just hit a wall about 30 min. ago. I can't go on w/my life. I really can't. I'm tired, I don't know what to do and I have lost all self confidence. What the heck am I supposed to do now? I'm not talking suicidal, I mean I cannot physically handle life's problems any more. I can't reason them out. I have no strength to do this.
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Self pity followed by self loathing then pure hate ending finally with a general pissed offness and ranting. Then the cycle starts all over.
I am not going to pretend I know how to counter this as I am going through the same thing. The problem might be one of structure.
When our lives lose structure we eventually feel cast adrift with no idea where the shore is. Dont set your goals too high. Start out with just a little bit of structure.
I will get up at this time. I will look at this many jobs. Etc....
If you try to do or accomplish too much at once you will always feel you have failed yourself.
Dobies are strong but often their smart knots get in the way.
*rubs smart knot*
Now get off your ass and do something other than bitching on this site.
Take care of yourself first, before you burden yourself with job hunting.
Nurture yourself in any way you can right now....
It is ok to say whoa...I need a break for a second every now and then.
I keep going .
I have fallen apart before.
I dont have to do that agian.
I just keep doin the next right thing.