Ok so I was only recently told that I am bipolar but everyone always said they thought I was ever since I turned 13. But when it was confirmed I felt like everything I had ever wanted every dream I had for myself was gone, and the one thing I wanted the most was to some day be a mother but now I know that can never happen because I am not willing to pass this on to my children so now every time I think about it I get angery and then I get depressed. I am so tired of being angery and even more so of being depressed.
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