Wow here's the big Question... Does anybody know what they are actually looking for out of life.. I have a lovely wife,two gorgeous kids a house all paid for..very little money worries..But I feel so unrepairable right now..This is how its always going to be..Life has become a chore,everything takes real effort to do... I dont think i will ever be happy even if i made a very long list of wishes and wants for myself.. So i guess im looking for nothing..because nothing can change how i feel... sorry if this sounds negative,but it's something i feel strongly about... Why did it take me so long to stop looking for answers to questions that have no answers.
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