of my son today im hoping that the shock of serving those papers on him will shake him to the core and mabe he will get some help for his addiction the pain is still so overwhelming for me i can barely stand it i havent been with him since my son was born cuz hechose gambling over us then but my heart breaks for my son that he cant c his dad and wat a horrible choice i made and i have possibly ruined his life neway im having a really hard time dealing with this im choking food down that i can barely taste i can hardly breathe and my stomach is inknots constantly i want something to make this pain go away but i know i must stay strong for my kids which i will but its incredibly hard
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