I was diagnosed two weeks ago with bipolar 2. I've suspected for a few years now, but it took this long to find a doctor who took my concerns seriously. I feel like i should be relieved that i finally have some idea of what's going on, but mostly im just angry and frustrated.
today is a bad day. it wouldve been my dad's 65th birthday. he died serveral years ago and he was an alcoholic almost his entire life. the more i learn about this disorder, the more certain i am that he was also bipolar and started self medicating at a young age, which led to all the chronic health issues and eventually his death.
im so tired of feeling like this and from where im standing right now i have absolutely no hope that things will improve. i cant stop moving and i got into a fight with my partner earlier today that caused her to leave. im burning bridges left and right and i'm so annoyed with myself and yet i cant seem to stop.
I got mys econd Covid shot. The clinci was supopsed to be set up in an old storefront, and adults getting 1s shots to this side, kids getting 1st shots to that side, and adults getting 2d shots like me to the middle aisle. Only it was total chaos. NOBODY told the volunteers about it, apparently.Over half an hour standing in line, in an unventilated old storebuilding, sweating b/c it was maybe...
My niece is upset cause I left her party early. I did spend two hours there but I just don't do well at parties. It was only immediate family so not that big. She's 7 and I wish she understood my anxiety like her teenage brothers. She pouted for a few minutes but by the time it was cake time I guess she perked up. My sister FaceTimed be for gifts so that was nice