Its weird, no matter how bad things get or how horrible one of my mood swings are as soon as its over, I forget. I forget how horrible I felt, I forget how wretched I was and I feel like it will never happen again. And when it does happen again, its like its all new again. You'd think it would get easier. Like practice or something.
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