o.k. so i debated with myself for several hours if i was even going to post this, but what the hell, i don't care right now, i'm so all over the place these days it makes perfect sense right now. so, my mom an sister and I have scheduled an all day spa experience for Mother's Day. just the three of us. i reall wanted to get a massage, but i need a theraputic one, not just relaxing, the only one at that salon, that we've already been given gift cards to, that does this is a man, my age! wtf. this is supposed to be relaxing, and i'm already stressing over it. only one person has touched me in almost 10 yrs. and i'm quite nervous and am not really sure if it's because i'm nervous or excited....i'm so embarrassed for saying that, but it's the truth, i just don't know what to do, if the guy is physically unattractive then there is no worries, but what if he isn't? do i just say, hmmmm, i've changed my mind or do i get the massage......i know i'm going to hate myself for posting this one, but here goes....what do ya'll think?........
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