i feel ok but then its like my thinking starts to shudder i become paronoid carnt bare to look at people or just be around them i start to panick and worry that they no that they are watching me i start to sinck feel like i want to die sad ashamed angry that i let it happen let it in to my head the more i try to fight it the more it attacks it screams at me wont leave me alone wat can i do no meds no diagnosis just waiting for the NHS.
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