I have left my husband several times...always Dec or January...I start drinking heavily and met this guy and stayed drunk for 4 months...When I feel apart and ended up in the hospital my husband told me to come home and I did...I know i hurt him sooooo bad...He said he forgave me but after a few months he was slapping it in my face constantly, expecially when drinking and calling me everyname in the book...He began getting physcal as well...I stayed for 9 months and finally left...it has been 3 months and he is calling me again..wanting me to come home...My daughters are freakin out because they hate his temper and verbal abuse....I miss the security of the money now that im poor, and I know money isnt the right reason to go back...I need to keep strong so I dont run back to him....Was i manic when i left him and was what i did unforgivable?
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...