Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.
built up.
I hate the post-secondary system. can't find any programs that I want, but did finally find one I could handle and probably get through w/o murdering dh.
So I pick a school, get ready to register and look at the classes and HOLY cow, this is basically getting you ready to go on to some pre-medical, nurse anisth (you know what I mean) program. And they would only give me 30 transfer hours b/c their classes were not what I took.
So now I am to another school that is more like what I was thinking (medical but computer stuff too) and I don't know if I can make myself sign up.
I don't want to do this. Dh wants me to, has made me promise before we got married, when we moved to another state, when we had a baby and when I went to massage school that eventually get a bachelors.
I don't want it. I think I was doing damn good without it making much closer to dh's salary than you would think. with ONLY a certificate. Which doesn't really count as a program or degree or any hard work.
And the working I am doing EVERY single Sat forever, at another place she takes 30% and next year it will be 40%. And there's no hourly.
I want my freaking job back. Go in do it, do it well, get my paycheck and leave. You would not believe the money I was making there. NEVER.
So I hate all of this crap. I am honestly on the verge of a nervous breakdown that no one will admit, except my therapist who wants to know how close I am to needing to be in the hospital, LOL. Don't make me answer that one.
There's everyone else's Cathy but not a real one. I hate this Cathy.
I need something that is not the Cathy I have always been. I'm getting the tattoo, I'm thinking maybe a piercing, but that doesn't do much to break you out of something
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"You can't move forward until you let go of where you are." Unknown
I hate the post-secondary system. can't find any programs that I want, but did finally find one I could handle and probably get through w/o murdering dh.
So I pick a school, get ready to register and look at the classes and HOLY cow, this is basically getting you ready to go on to some pre-medical, nurse anisth (you know what I mean) program. And they would only give me 30 transfer hours b/c their classes were not what I took.
So now I am to another school that is more like what I was thinking (medical but computer stuff too) and I don't know if I can make myself sign up.
I don't want to do this. Dh wants me to, has made me promise before we got married, when we moved to another state, when we had a baby and when I went to massage school that eventually get a bachelors.
I don't want it. I think I was doing damn good without it making much closer to dh's salary than you would think. with ONLY a certificate. Which doesn't really count as a program or degree or any hard work.
And the working I am doing EVERY single Sat forever, at another place she takes 30% and next year it will be 40%. And there's no hourly.
I want my freaking job back. Go in do it, do it well, get my paycheck and leave. You would not believe the money I was making there. NEVER.
So I hate all of this crap. I am honestly on the verge of a nervous breakdown that no one will admit, except my therapist who wants to know how close I am to needing to be in the hospital, LOL. Don't make me answer that one.
There's everyone else's Cathy but not a real one. I hate this Cathy.
I need something that is not the Cathy I have always been. I'm getting the tattoo, I'm thinking maybe a piercing, but that doesn't do much to break you out of something
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"You can't move forward until you let go of where you are." Unknown
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theatre and I are there already. I'm having a very berry tea with crackers, cheese and cherry tomatoes and she's having a joint with some beer and we're both on really comfy recliners on thick pile carpet. we need some help with the decor if anyone is around??
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I'm trying to exercise daily. I was doing fairly well until I sprained my ankle 2 weeks ago but now I'm getting back on the horse. Today I walked over a mile with my arm weights that are about 22lbs total. I was out of shape and it was hard on my arms. I also did my 30 situps. I'm also going to drink a lot of water and try to eat healthy. I do tend to have a sweet tooth but I'm cutting...
Don't do anything to yourself that you may regret later.
You are certainly coherent and very clear on what you want, Cathy.
That is a positive place to be.
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If you figure it out will you let me know? My therapist said the same thing last night.
I still think people with mental problems make good therapist. I give wonderful advice, just can't follow it.
LOL, I have to laugh some today.
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Go ahead ... laugh, I'll try and laugh my "bollocks" off too ..
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Where I work now I have worked up to a sizable amount (very very good infact) but if i were to go looking for another job outside this place id be looking at minimum wage. Go to School.!!!