does anyone else with BP get these paranoid feelings and want to run away literally. I do it every now and then, have for years but didn't know why, I basically have no reason what so ever to want to run away, but I get these feelings like suddenly I need to take off, and all I want to take with me is my jewlery, my cat, & my gun. And I'm not suppose to drive so this elect. chair isn't gonna get me too far. I know it is just silliness, but I had one last night that I just felt like I needed to get out of here, take off in my husbands new truck and go. And I don't know why. Decided last fall I was moving to OH spent 2 days in my chair with my jewlerybox, purse, and cat nearby ready to go when my dad left, and I refused to talk to anyone in the room because they wouldn't let me have my gun. Is this normal?
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