Who else here obsesses about money and fear of lossing it all. I am consumed and cant seem to find about to get past it or let it go long enough to enjoy life. I am almost 7000 in the hole and overwhelmed with the idea that I will fail.. It is giving me those awful intrusive thoughts that if I fail I would not be able to live through it. I got a bottle of cheap wine and getting trashed on xanax, klonopin, feeling weak. I need to find the strength. What would you do in my shoes or has anyone else been in my shoes and how did you cope?
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