Yeah, I used my pain meds to chill out yesterday. Today isn't as bad but damn. The voices are killing me. It's all a chatter today. Yesterday there was this screaming. I went so far as to call an emergency help line. I was convinced that I needed to kill myself to make it all stop. . .I haven't been that close in a long time. Scary shit. . .But lighter note and back to the reason for the post. Is it ok to use meds not recommended for calming down in a pinch. My Pdoc in about a hundred miles away. And I am poor so the meds they want to give me for these little attacks is not affordable. I'm sure some will find this post silly but I really want to know if anyone else out there has had to do that too. I have guilt. I need to do it again. I hate that.
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