interesting...

when i get depressed i like to see how many days i can go without a shower.

cam that was funny think im on day 3 , yip thank god you cant smell me xx

Sorry you are hurting. I guess that is one way to handle things but is it fair to the sales clerks, gas station attendants?
Take it out on me in an email. I know where you are coming from.

i finally learned that the world didnt revolve around me, and that yes, it's true,, a bitchy clerk could be back to work for the first time after learning her mom has cancer....
or someone who cuts u off, could actually be rushing home to a hurt child...
you just never know... and sometimes it's really hard to sit back and think about those things, but why waste energy on trying to figure someone else out... we're complex beings!

good post ;)

I do the exact same thing! It's a pressure release - kind of pathetic since we take our pain out on people who aren't going to punch us. But maybe not so pathetic - maybe the lesser of two or twenty evils!!!

Total type a personality stuff.
I think you are A lovable nice woman. I love you .

I used to hit myself or slap myself cos I couldn't understand the acuteness and clarity of the psychoses.
I always thought madness to be blurry.
It hurts when the delusions make such perfect sense.

I microwave hamsters.

Yeah, I like to hurt people too when I'm depressed. I'ts scary. Then I don't remember what I did so I can't even apologize.

Pluck, I can relate to all of that EXCEPT for the microwaving hamsters part!

Hmmm...slapping the depression out never worked. What gives??? LOL

I think most cashiers are pretty miserable already. Trust me, I did that as a second job around the holiday season once. M-I-S-E-R-Y!!!!

Pluck If You and I were hanging out And I was deperesed would you slap me.
lol

I don't like to hurt people when I am depressed because during this time all I crave is love. Only there is a thick fog between me and other humans and I can't be reached.

cam it's been 7+months for me i don't feel like it when i'm down and it takes to much time away from other things when i'm manic

In depression I am definately sad. It is when I am manic I have to work very hard not to lash out at others. I understand why it happens, and when I was younger I did it alot more than now. I have a better understanding now of how it affects others if I snap on them. Hugs

I have been asked to leave KFC because I was being so nasty

And one time i was escorted out of Wal-Mart...

there was also one time when I followed a man home, with my baby in the car seat, to bitch him out for having the nerve to cut me off and then flip me off!!

In my mind, they were asking for it, but now looking back medicated, maybe I'm just like you?

I will only be a bitch if they give me attitude to start with. Usually when im agitated I will snap. I hate waiting in lines to pay for things, so I usually have the hump by the time I get to the counter. :((