Is it possible to feel both very depressed (as in nearly suicidal) and also very high,like hypomanic togther at the same time? I had this feeling the other day,it was so weird! I had this idea that I wanted to kill myself but I was very excited too.I was very emotionally and meantally drained in the end.The scary thing was I was making plans about commiting suicide,I was thinking about how I was gonna write the letter to my family and about how many tablets to overdose on.I was like over happy that I wanted to die,death looked amazingly wonderful at that point.Is this a mixed episode?
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