So I haven't been doing well mentally since I got out of the hospital and it doesn't make since but while my husband was in the hospital for an MS flare I knew I had to be strong for my son cuz I was all he had and now that he is home instead of being happy I'm so depressed. I've been having bad/harmful thoughts all day even before I got him. Pretty much all week really but I'm scared of myself cuz he is home now and I know my son has someone. I was dancing with my son earlier today. How can you go from a good mood to a bad mood in one day. I don't think I had a trigger.
Per Sensitive Hobo Lady's request, from Snow White, to the tune of Some Day My Prince Will Come....Someday I'll get new medsSomeday perhaps they'll workLithium, Abilify or Lexapro it may beTo make me stable and so happy.Someday my Pdoc will knowSomeday we'll nail the mixThe world will be a stressless placeI'll sleep and wake in a normal space.Someday when my BiPolar dreams come true....