Okay, okay back to my ranting about my meds situation. As you all know I am trying to get off my meds. I was going to be all irrational and do it without anyone knowing but came here and got alot of grieve for "faking it". So lo and behold I come to my senses and agree the tdoc and pdoc should know about this. first tell tdoc who argues with me. then tell pdocs nurse today whom also argues with me but finally agrees to get message to pdoc and tell her i need smaller pills so i can do this the right way and wean off instead of just stopping. so we get on the phone again and she says the pdoc will not give me smaller doses untill she sees me first. she wants to talk about it or something like that. okay, whatever, i can handle that but i still need the lower doses right now because my appointment is for next week. Okay fine then I take a bigger drop or she gives me the lower dose. Then she gets all snippy and says "well this is why you dont lower your meds on your own". okay then. I'm trying to do the right thing and be in contact here about this and they are not willing to work with me. Why??
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