i've posted more in the last week than the whole time i've been here. this has been a bad one. i know why i crashed but i can't understand why i can't get away from it. i feel crushed. i can go on and on about the darkness and the hopelessness but you all know what i'm talkin about. i know there is nothing you can do but i still feel the need to let this out in some small way. i'm losing my way. i'm losing myself. i don't know what to do.
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