I hate sitting home right now I want to climb the walls! I am supposed to be at work at the library in two hours. Psychologically I need to be around people! I need to work, It's important to feel productive! Yet I struggle so much with stamina, And focus and staying on task. I can manage pretty well at Walmart because it's constantly busy, But at the library I feel like I am a horrible employee! My biggest strength is my customer service, And I think my coworkers like working with me, But my job performance is subpar. I know I am capable of working hard and doing a good job! I just need to do things in a different way. Like for example, Breaks at work are important, But sometimes I think I'd work harder if I didn't have a lunch hour. Sorry I'm really rambling tough morning! Feel like I'm struggling to function to be part of a world that I just don't fit in. I know I'm not worthless but sometimes it makes me feel that way! Too bad I can't just march to the beat of my own drum!
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