Bipolar Disorder Support Group
Bipolar disorder is not just a single disorder, but a category of mood disorders marked by periods of abnormally high energy and euphoria, often accompanied by bouts of clinical depression. This is the place to talk about your experience with bipolar disorder, learn from others' experiences, and find support.

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I stand here on the shore
The night is so dark but i can see
looking on the sand i see evidence of Death all around
My lil mistress Depression calls me to her
encouraging my steps
I walk into the freezing water and just let myself drift
I can feel the current start to take me
but I no longer care
I drift further out
and my lil Mistress whispers to me
you've given up? thats no fun!
I guess it's Big Sis' turn now!
I can feel her calling me
telling me just to drift to her it will be okay
soon it will be over and the cold and pain will end
it sounds so good............
and then I hear it
a voice vaguely remembered
lost in childhood
sounding of laughter
without mockery
without despair
my old friend happiness stands upon the shore
brilliant blue eyes so warm and full of love
she beckons me
I start to fight to struggle against the currnet
It is a hard struggle
but Im not alone
she calls me telling she can be found but I must win this battle first
I reach the shore and she has withdrawn
I can still hear her
but I've lost sight
but now I know she is still there
I walk along the shore
both voices calling to me
one says to fight and stay on the land
the other demands her just due
and demands I return to Her
Where shall I turn???????
The night is so dark but i can see
looking on the sand i see evidence of Death all around
My lil mistress Depression calls me to her
encouraging my steps
I walk into the freezing water and just let myself drift
I can feel the current start to take me
but I no longer care
I drift further out
and my lil Mistress whispers to me
you've given up? thats no fun!
I guess it's Big Sis' turn now!
I can feel her calling me
telling me just to drift to her it will be okay
soon it will be over and the cold and pain will end
it sounds so good............
and then I hear it
a voice vaguely remembered
lost in childhood
sounding of laughter
without mockery
without despair
my old friend happiness stands upon the shore
brilliant blue eyes so warm and full of love
she beckons me
I start to fight to struggle against the currnet
It is a hard struggle
but Im not alone
she calls me telling she can be found but I must win this battle first
I reach the shore and she has withdrawn
I can still hear her
but I've lost sight
but now I know she is still there
I walk along the shore
both voices calling to me
one says to fight and stay on the land
the other demands her just due
and demands I return to Her
Where shall I turn???????
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Or falling from the sky
Exhilaration takes over
And you feel that you can fly
When reality is fantasy
And your existence seems unreal
Others could never comprehend
These emotions that you feel
Life is a constant roller coaster
With far less ups than downs
Often faced with judgment
And ever knowing frowns
The things you do seem normal
To you theres nothing wrong
But the constant inner voices
Sing to you a different song
Then you get the warning signs
The adventure is near its end
You drift back deep inside your self
And there you hide to mend
Your days then fill with sorrow
Guilt and deep regret
Fearing unknown enemies
The ones youve not yet met
You wish your life were just a ride
So you could yell Enough!
Im tired, Im scared, and Im all mixed up
Please, just let me get off!