i'm not suicidal but i have a strong desire to die. i'm not necessarily putting myself in harmful situations but i find myself hoping for some accident or fatal seizure. i've pretty much given up on suicide but now i feel like there's no way out and this suffering is unbearable. i even wonder if my loved ones would consider pulling the plug if that was an option. i'm so up and down and i'm sick of the med adjustments. there just seems to be no option so i just sit here and suffer. who can relate? what do you do?
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