So I am working in a job that only gives me 7-10 hours a week until the holiday season kicks in. I am facing forclosure on my house. I have two rommates. A boyfriend/girlfiend deal. The girlfiend was paying all of the bills. I get home from a date, which went well by the way, to find out that she moved out. No word to me nothing. I saw the guy and he couldn't say two words to me. Im not getting much money from them. I am charging them way less than I should. But I am really counting on that money. Now I don't know how I am going to pay the electric bill. It's also not helping that I am completely manic and had to force myself to take my meds tonight because I felt like I didn't need them. Should I just pack it in, kick him out and move back in with my parents? Or should I wait it out and see if she comes back? She took her coffee pot and a few other things so I don't think she is coming back. I am totally screwed. I have been thinking about moving back in with my parents anyway. I think I need to be with them until I am stable again. I did not need this happening right now. I finally convinced myself to take my meds. So now I am waiting for them to kick in so I can try to get a good night's sleep. I am so stressed and so manic I could run a 10 mile marathon no problem. This is coming from a person who is lazy beyond belief. I just don't know what to do anymore. My meds aren't stable. Maybe at my parents I can get more stable. I am screwed in more ways than want. This is making me want to hurt myself in some way shape or form. Help me please with any advice you can give me. By the way, the roommate that is still here doesn't have a job. He just sits in his room and plays on the computer all day long. What should I do? I just don't know anymore.
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