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Totally out of touch with reality

deleted_user
deleted_user
I must be having a major episode, but I dont know what is exactly going on or what to do about it. I am depressed, confused, unable to focus, absolutely hysterical because I want to talk to my ex-boyfriend and he is busy, and being absolutely horrible and nasty to someone who is willing to talk to me. I feel like I am loosing my mind.

I can't stand it!
deleted_user
deleted_user
Dang that sucks, I'm really sorry. You can talk to us!
nickpc20001
nickpc20001
Well your in reality more than I have been. I had an episode that I thought I broke the code to life and was living out of the matrix and that their was aliens that was out to get me and I was a subject experiement from the government.
Your doing pretty good!!
tommymott
tommymott
Talk to your doc right now if you can. It sounds like a panic cocktail. Do you have anything to take for calming or sleep? I think that would help.
ReginaPhalange
ReginaPhalange
I always look at it that I never had a mind to lose.

Sorry you're feeling so crappy.
deleted_user
deleted_user
talk to us dear. we care about you.
deleted_user
deleted_user
We are all here for help or listening or being screamed at! Tommy. what the hell is a panic cocktail?
deleted_user
deleted_user
man, I hate feeling like that.... it's been awhile since I was thre, but I haven't forgotten it. I had to take seroquel like candy when i felt that way.

in the mean time, try and talk to the person that is talking to you. Let them know that you appriciate them taking the time to show interest, and that you are not trying to be cruel or evil, you just are in a tight spot.

My experiences dictate that I am not the only one to have been where you are, because I have seen this post and many like it, on this site.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Call your doc or therapist. Do it as soon as possible. Don't let it get worse. Call now.
deleted_user
deleted_user
What you describe sounds like what I have experienced before. I don't know what to suggest. Have you had this before. I got to the stage when I felt all alone and as if I was alien to everyone. That nobody understood me. I still feel that I am not understood. If you would like to chat please message me. Sometimes it can be good just talking to someone who understands.
deleted_user
deleted_user
sounds very mych like a manic spell. Are you a mixed bp? This just all sounds too familiar. STAY SAFE!
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